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by the lighthouse.
dividers
#alright i suppose i should tell what's up lately! im mostly posting this like a mini update or whatever haha#so - since i made that last post on my disappearance i worked endlessly to finish my animation project and thank goodness it's finally over#i had to take a break from trying to be social here and just stay in my own space and i did that by having a smaller side blog to ramble#the project was very... tiring - definitely took out so much energy from me post physically and mentally and i was just frustrated everyday#so i just took my time to be alone with a few close people and i like to think im okay now?#i like to think so - since i was able to deliver a few commission drafts today so i'm relieved that im back to my usual pace#I'll post a few of my doodles here i did during my project just to fill the void haha#i've acquired a minor familial from another video game and i care for him a lot :] idk ill bother to talk abt it here but yeah thats funnn#also indulging a lil bit of t.n.m.n content as of late also thanks to my friend who knows abt it hehe#soo yeah! I don't know if ill be active like the usual but know that i'm doing alright now! hope everyone's doing okay too xoxo#ill probably still stay in my smaller blog for a little longer but will occasionally pop in here!#sooo yaaa#~ art#💚 memoryshipping#also yea i think no.rton only had like. 10 days worth of being the blog brand here until i switched back to the usual guy lmaooo sorry ����
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i had some free time today so i decided to compile some useful pages ive saved over the years and made a resources page on my blog ^_^
#ill also link it on my pinned#i decided to link the tumblr posts to where it was rbed on here just in case the op deletes it or deactivates#ive also made a stamp collection page!!!#i have so manythings i wanna do... i wonder if i should make an art only blog so all my stuff is easier to find#i had one years ago but i kept forgetting to rb to it so i deleted it but it could be useful as an archive. idk#ugh and i need to get around to updating my bird blog. ive been trying to draw a horned sungem but hummingbirds are hard#maybe ill settle for an egyptian goose... or a smooth billed ani idk#rn im updating my character refs and slowly making pages for them on toyhouse as well#yapping#changelog
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up next on chapter 36 of idol sengen… _(:3 」∠)_
#(my toxic trait is that i’ll complain about my work endlessly but still end up doing it anyway… eventually.)#there’s rant 1 (ft. a need to deduce what asuna is saying in full) and rant 2 (which is available in full but still…)#there’s also another mona-rambling session in chapter 38… that im not touching with a 50 foot pole#(all you need to know for that mona-rambling [about frusu] is that mona’s frusu oshi is all of them)#(and that she thinks miyu is like *the* pinnacle of centres in idol groups)#(also someone won a junior dance competition but idk who bc it’s obscured lmao)#can i outsource these panels for a corn chip lmaoooo#m. maybe i should’ve actually worked on this while i was still unemployed last month huh…#bc excuse me company wdymmmmmm im starting work next monday?? the interview was just this monday hello?#ig the interviewer was legit when she said ‘so if i asked you if you can start work next monday—’ huh…#sigh… maybe ch 36 next month then… i’ll do my best over the weekend thoughhhhh#seriously though why is this volume so text heavy l m a o i really wanna get to chapter 40 but…#and then there’s the hard to clean text boxes which… aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#…though i guess i should just count myself lucky that the chapters are still short enough to fit into a single post (with the image limits)#but dang. i just realised that my manga sengen thing has a page on manga updates lmao#who put it there lmaooooo and why is it only up till vol 2? wait. no. what. why does it link to manga.dex#bc dang. someone really had the time to dl the thing image by image? no wonder why they stopped after vol 2…#guess i might as well say why i dont want people to reupload my tls… since we’re in the final stretch and all#so. aside from the obvious ‘idw the creators to find out about it’… i probably made a ton of mistakes while tling it. esp in the early chaps#so i’d like to. y’know. have the chance to update the tls where possible. i’ve done that a couple of times already tbh.#like with rippei’s name post-vol 4 release. and some of the typesetting is p. gross in the early chaps tbvh#i swear tling idol sengen has made me incredibly conscious of grammar and typesetting like you wouldnt believe#esp with official tls… fan tls will always be perfect to me no matter how wonky the wording bc it’s hard but honest work yk#official tls (esp a.i tls) get no concessions from me bc it’s their job that they’re getting paid to do yk.#in any case (if you’ve read this far) if you see any mistakes in the tl please lemme know~~~ please dont hold back on your criticisms ok~~~?#just sound ‘em out in dms here or sth. don’t worry~~~ i won’t eat y’all if you try to correct me~~~~~ unless you’re the md reuploader (jk)#and ik i disabled comments on the other blog (or tried to at least) but that’s bc idw bots to flood the comments bc that’s annoying as he—#anyways sorry for the idol sengen wait (if anyone was waiting for it…) i’ll improve on my work ethic… tomorrow. maybe.
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alright~ a few updates about everything! so this weekend I'll be seeing changkyun in chicago- so I prolly won't be posting until after I'm alive again from that 😂😅 (I am vv excited about it- I just know I'll be vv tired when I return home). Anyways, I have a few fics in the works~ one of them that is a request 🤭 I'm vv excited to work on them! But I think I'm going to change my masterlist a bit when I come back. I'm going to retire a few groups from the main masterlist and I've been debating for the past year about it... But I think I'm going to add a yearly masterlist- So it would go from most recent to the beginning of this year~
I'm also thinking about changing my pfp- I haven't been really into stray kids for uh... years- But I will be sure to make an update about that if I go thru with that too- (It may be ji changmin next 🫣🤭)
Anyways those are my few updates 🥰💖
#in general my brain is so muddled outside of talking to my three closest and my mom i'm just... fogged- but god how i want to be#writing rn- i have 4 smuts and 1 fluff in the works (who would have guessed my fluff writer self has moved from not only plain fluff to#angst & smut this year? not me- but i'm happy about it) two are poly aus and the other two are about a certain 🌙~#kate rambles on from here#altho there is another vv big potential fic~ but i'm only counting ones i have lots of progress on-#and then the masterlist thing i've been thinking about forever- hwvr again i do not know if i'll have the energy bc i might be knocked#on my ass for another month after this trip (i'll be pretty much solely driving for 4 & 1/2 hrs there and another 4 & 1/2 back the next day#but the pfp thing has been on my mind for a while too- again idk when i'll get around to it but jinkoh has given me a vv good#idea esp for winter~ with mr. ji~ so i'm sure to have changed it by december~ (unless the change is too much for me- i haven't changed it#since 2018... so i'm kind of attached to it- even tho i don't even bias him or stan the group anymore...)#anyways this is full of me rambling- i could really go on tbh- bc i'm really trying to get my mind into gear- but these are my updates#let's see if i fulfill em- i'm bound to fill the fic ones- but the other two... yeah- we'll see-#kate rambles#blog updates#should i bring babydoll q & juyo to the concert bc if it wasn't for kyun getting me into dominic fike(and being into tbz during stealer era#i wouldn't have been a tbz ult... (outside of some other factors i haven't really disclosed) bc atp i'm vv close to packing them with me#i mean tbh a tbz pc was going- but now i'm 🫣: should i bring them to see the guy from my first ult group that caused the spiral-#that made me get into my newest ult group? (i love this butterfly effect more than i could ever express tbh- even tho i express it often)#anyways if someone actually reads these- i'm bound to bring babydoll q- legally that's my buddy- but juyo?? 👀
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Bruce and Cassie + •-•
Bonus w Arthur
#mc: cassie#mc: bruce#ship: cassie and bruce#srpats#re: arthur#i think thats the least filled tag of hers that i can also use to find on my blog later so#mine.#i should put it in my cr*cksh*ps tag so I can find it but i dont want just anyone rbing it#lit the only reason i post them here anyways is bc random spam blogs WILL rb them tho so#also if anyone rbs this and tags b*tj*kes i will block fyi 8)#@ jessie i took liberty w the earlier scene w makeup bc even tho its not the right makeup.. its on his face#and it was the closest to the right expression i could get kbye#blood cw#clown cw#kinda#i was gonna have arthur in the drawing on the floor one as a 'dear god theyre both doing it no floors are safe' thing#then.... it was too many frames#im only at sixteen tags but i think#actually if i go over 20 tags i cant even find them in my own tags now#bc tumblrs update is stupid#but of course it is#why would tumblr have rizz#the autie rizz shown here is still more than tumbs has#crackships#maybe it'll work i doubt it tho
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I want to start posting more photos again this year! Are there any old hollywood actresses you'd like to see more of? My only conditions for posting are that they starred in movies 1960's or earlier, I have seen them in something and they are not one of the very few actresses I don't care for.
#i have a lot already saved up i've been meaning to post#it's just finding the energy and deciding which ones i should post when#old hollywood#old hollywood actresses#and of course some are just hard to find photos of that haven't been posted a million times#also my jean arthur & sylvia sidney posts go on my blogs for them first but i do reblog them on here#need to do better updating their blogs more regularly to be honest#i'm so ambitious when starting all my side blogs but finding the energy for it is hard
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I think about that tiktok trend where you like paint your partners eye color on your nails or make a bracelet or something with the color a lot actually
#like its so cute honestly but sometimes i wonder how hard it would actually be to like find the right color match#maybe one day... but for now probably expect oc art with this trend in it maybe 💀#the thing about it too is i have like dark eyes and idk if ive ever seen like a dark brown nail polish. beads or thread yeah but ya#oh nvm i googled. it exists i just dont pay attention ig#OH you know what i can do... i can paint pepperonis eye color on my nails.... my baby... my kitty......#dude it feels like 5 am why is it only 2#amyways. 4 monsters was a big mistake i think... i feel quite icky...#it doesnt help i didnt eat for a majority of the day it was just monster. im really unhealthy. need water maybe#wait i was talking about nail polish how did i get here#i just want to actually do cute couple things. i must heal. im gonna be so healthy.#its fine. lmao. i just know im not ready#oh i did eat btw dont worry lmao i had. chicken nuggets#i actually have to eat more bc i need to gain back some weight or they wont let me donate plasma#my extra pokemon money..... nawr...#i dropped like 10 pounds. my current job is very physical. lots of scuttling around.#i thought about working out too? i had a short phase last year in like spring or something where i started doing workout type stuff#so like.. maybe. probably should. healtly mindset shit yk#i also maybe want some more clothes. like update my wardrobe a bit. really figure out my style.#like some cool shirts and maybe pants. cause i wear a lot of the same stuff#also again. dropped weight so. need better fitting pants.....#i want more mens pants. big pockets... gender....#anyways. nice chatting with you besties. love you guys my silly little tumblr besties.#some of you that follow this sideblog have supported me on here for a while. i see you. i appreciate you. thank you 💖#genuinely there are names that pop up and im like !! hello!!! its you!!!!!#you guys probably know who you are. go get yourself a little treat you deserve it. or like. idk what you enjoy.#play a good game. watch your favorite show. idk. be happy. love yourself.#this also goes out to those of you who are more passive on my blog. i appreciate you too!! thank you!#all my little tumblr followers.... my besties..... unles you are a bot i havent cleared out lmao#k i might have to go to bed idk im tired well see
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sorry for the inactivity, ive been doing a lot of traditional art (and crafts and music) lately. here's some Ink Eli as an apology
#smth art#traditional art#i keep forgetting about my damb tablet. like. charging it.#but also ive just been very tired about doig digital art lately. sowwy!#my problem is i have 1000 hobbies and have been doing hands-on stuff a LOT bc hnnngggg seratonin hehehe#but its fine. it makes me happy so fuck it#just feel a lil bad for leaving this blog/comic soooo inactive for it :')#oh i forgot part of it is bc i have a new job position that has been keeping me VERY busy and tired. i forgot thats happened since last#time i updated here#but someday. mark my words. i wont have to work a normal job anymore#and then ill have time to pursue all the random different art avenues i want (which is most of them)#like i wanna make smth smth merch sometime. but also i should probably actually keep the comic up a little more first
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guy whos very very proud of their crew
#stardust speaking !#finished the event on the last day cuz things been. yeah.#'wahey!' JADHBJKADBAD THE HELL U MEAN WAHEY ADBJADBJABKDDAD#srry for laughing so hard at 'lisalisa and her parents (and elsam) embrace' funniest line they couldve written#also the line about how they sometimes get requests of replicating dishes from ppls home islands.........emo.......................#hi im fixing up about pages here & there on my blogs. need to update verses pages w akiras general fantasy + lov n deepspace#+ i should write up a lov n deepspace verse for gran too cuz i FEEL like i have something from faty in my asks regarding that#but grans a bit trickier cuz gran cant follow orders LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#(rmbrs mc makes herself into bait &acting alone) besties#hi. as usual my meme tag & open tag r on my pinned. in the meantime ill see what i can get done#u can always just yell at me and ill write u something. also works. for all my muses
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Shoutout to my Monkees mutuals for reminding me about the Monkees and their music; now I'm thinking about how She is such a season 2 Damon talking about Katherine song.
Meanwhile, 1864 Damon is of course firmly Vampire Girl by the Misfits (he would die for her, and he did).
#Damon Salvatore#The Vampire Diaries#Datherine#the Monkees#She#that post defending Auntie Grizelda got me listening to them a little again and first of all She slaps#and second of all Damon is singing it about Katherine. privately of course. but in his heart#Vampire Girl#the Misfits#I like to imagine Damon would be very fond of both of these songs#some people see him as a Taylor Swift fan because he mentions her but he specifically says that he *tolerates* her music to get girls#the only music we canonically know he listens to is Enjoy the Silence by Anberlin and 21 Guns by Green Day. So really he's an emo#well and Ask the Angels by Dead Sara in season 5#I'm trying to think of any other diegetic music Damon chose in some way. but just based on those three I'd say he's a man of taste#and I like to imagine there's some diversity in what he listens to#assigned Monkees fan by way of my tumblr mutuals hehehe#anyways time for my monthly main blog post#idk I need to bring these things more into balance. but ah well here we are#I love how tumblr is just all of our obsessions bumping up against each other and sometimes meshing together#I should reblog with applicable lyrics#some music for my favorite terrible vampire man <3 ;)#update: I was gonna pick some lyrics but nevermind it's really just the whole song#although 'she needs someone to walk on so her feet don't touch the ground' hits in particular#Vampire Girl is pretty lyrically straightforward but it definitely hits human Damon's devotion to her#also I know it's not necessary to italicize song titles but I wanted She to stand out because I feel like if you don't know the song#you might think I just capitalized a random word. so I wanted to be clear#I ramble#even in the tags I ramble
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12/27/2022
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RINCHAN LENKYUN
#kagamine rin#kagamine len#vocaloid#uhhh .. yea Heyyy guys hiiii#i have some amount of stuff from the last year that i just completely forgot to post here#but given the Absolute State of twitter i figure i should probably try and update here again sniffle#maybe ill post some backlog stuff .. idk if i feel motivated#ok see you#draw#i think thats how my blog worked..?
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finally drew something so good i dont even want it associated w my tumblr im gonna sign my actual artist signature 🥲
#sometimes i post things w my artist signature anyway but idk im not sure#this looks so professional#also i updated my signature it is both more and less legible#its less of my name its just initials but its really clear lol#it looks so good tho#its a digital watercolor i did just to plan an actual one for a christmas gift for my bro in japan#its a style ive never attempted and tbh its probably generic but i think it came out so good and professional lol#im wondering if i should keep my tumblr reserved for fanart idk#then put my actual professional stuff on insta and redbubble#or repost it here but without my blog signature and link it to insta and redbubble#i barely post art on insta either its mostly pictures lol but its pretty and there's no memes or fanart#so its more professional perhaps#i have may nore followers on tumblr but nobody rbs my art unless its fanart anyway lol
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christmas at s+s featuring reigen's surprisingly well crafted gifts
painstaking captions under the cut:
(from left to right, top to bottom)
don't complain about getting socks, they're hard to make and-
you made these for me?
*squeak*
thank you, reigen
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thank you, shishou!
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pose for pictures, mob!
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you better be grateful... stripes aren't easy!
(no one's ever done smth like this for him)
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say dimple, do you like your present?
i could kill you easily
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look ritsu! shishou made you a pair too
oh... just like yours shige?
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i'm going to kill reigen
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look upon my awesome scarf and weep!
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yo reigen, how did you know what my hamsters look like?
your boyfriend told m- OW!
#they're all crocheted/knitted bc i think reigen would be into those kinds of things#i should make a post about my hcs of them all but trust me: reigen likes crochet over knitting bc its faster and he likes learning-#-all of the stitches#mob's cat beanie is based off of smth i made the other day and his fingerless paw gloves are based on smth i want to make lol#seri got socks which are actually not that hard to make reigen is lying <3 they're just tedious to make an exact pair#teru got a vest. tome got a scarf. ritsu got the same as mob </3 not to spite him but bc reigen knows mob would like to match his brother#shou got arigurumi of his 2 hamsters (reigen made them based off of pictures ritsu reluctantly gave him)#and dimple got his ''family pet'' sweater </333#posting here bc i think ppl can at least see my posts on this blog lol#no updates on the blog situation btw so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i'll send another email soon ig#i dont want to caption all of the writing but im 100% sure its illegible so....#my art#mob psycho 100#mp100#reigen arataka#shigeo kageyama#teruki hanazawa#tome kurata#shou suzuki#serizawa katsuya#ritsu kageyama#dimple#serirei#ritshou#kinda. if you could read it you would know lol#reigen loves his familyyyyyyyyyyy T_T
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Schedule Update
I'm going to be away from my computer for the next week and half or so. I've been really slow with writing. I didn't get much done last week despite spending multiple hours trying to catch up and get ahead, so I could just schedule the stuff to post on time.
Anyway, I am not going to try to write and format what will probably be a +3k word post (nor a second, probably longer post) on my phone. I still want to get the rest of the shorts requests done this month, and I'll probably do some work on them while I'm away. I'll try to get them up near the end of the latter half of the month.
#moss update#moss lover speaks#I'm not going to be away for a bad reason or anything at least#I don't know why I've been so slow lately. Maybe I'm just not doing good mentally? Not sure#It's not even that I'm not enjoying the writing process. I enjoyed the last few posts. My focus hasn't been so good though.#even this update probably took longer than it should...#Also anyone else feel like March is over already? Or is my sense of time is a little off?#finding the right words isn't going well. I have to keep digging for decent#the resistance to creation went from running my hand through a pool of water and dragging myself from a dense mud pit#I'll work through it I guess#Now get out of here if you're still reading the tags#I mean get out of the tags. Don't leave the blog or unfollow. I mean unless you want to...but I'll miss you (/hj? or maybe not?)
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You don't understand. I am so in love with you. I need you.
I've cried until my eyes burned and my throat was raw, at the thought of you not being mine, and at the reality that you have no idea how far my infatuation goes. Not even an acknowledgement of the fact. You're just that oblivious, which rides between the lines of being sweetly endearing and frustratingly maddening.
I know society wouldn't approve of it. I know the others would be horrified if they knew, if they found any evidence that pointed to what happened. They'd worry for you. Ridiculous. Only I can worry for you. And I already know, this was the only way. This had to happen. I would've cried harder if it hadn't, I can't imagine it having ended any other way. You don't understand how much I needed it.
We HAD to be together! We were made to be! Why couldn't you notice that sooner?!
I didn't just want to be by your side like a delicate accessory. I didn't just want to spend time with you in the way lovers do on a warm summer night. My love goes deeper, so much deeper, I needed more. You wouldn't have understood.
It was fun, the weeks I had you confined to our own private paradise. Locked away for safekeeping, so you wouldn't escape. But it was torturous to myself, even: keeping myself on edge, denying myself what I truly wanted to do to you. I won't forget how lovely your scared-yet-sensual screams were, the marks I made on your skin; gentle bruises and bloody scars that, I'm sure must've hurt, but nowhere near how much my heart had been hurting for your love.
My heart was racing, my vision blurry, my tongue ached, and I could never not drool from thinking about it. I dreamed of it since Day One, as wrong as most people would presume it was. I've always known my love wasn't content at staying harmless, I knew my love would grow to be more violent. And I knew what I had to do: I had to eat you. Not just in the sexual way, the literal way. I wouldn't—couldn't—be happy until I was chewing on chunks of your soft flesh. Until I spilled your warm blood on my bare body, exciting me and stirring something within. Until I was stripping the skin, peeling it away from tendons and bones, touching your interior as gently as I had your exterior.
So I did, on one particular evening. You poor thing, you had no idea what was coming. I took my time, because it's rude to wildly gobble everything up in one sitting like a starving animal. It took several days, but I did it. I ate every last trace of you left, cutting up your body carefully. Measuring the serving sizes of your corpse, though I did treat myself to a bit more than usual on some days—I just couldn't help myself. The taste, the flavor...
Now there's people wondering where you've gone. It's unusual, it's unlike you, they say. I can only smile innocently and say I know nothing when they ask. They're the ones who don't need to know anything. Why does it matter to them? You're fully mine now, I've made sure of it. You'll never be anyone else's. Ever.
I still sigh happily when I think of it. You have no idea how happy this has made me. You wouldn't have understood. ♥
#suggestion#cannibalism#love#lust#possessive#murder#death#yandere#mildly nsfw??#uhhh imma be honest chief. i only sorta knew what i was doing when i was writing this#we started off okay i dont really know what i did towards the end. idk i kinda got tired it isnt great?#but i should post again lolol. in a gore mood but i suck at doing gore stuff recently so rip#i should update the desktop theme for this blog it looks horrendous. no contrast. how can anyone read anything on there what was i thinking#also fun storytime: i posted smthn cannibalism-related on one of my main blogs and lost a follower LMAOOOOO#it wasnt like i was trying to post smthn here and posted it there by accident to be clear; this was intentional lmao but. still#SIGHS... people these days dont like cannibalism 😔✌️ bruh#'this is a little fucked up' i was gonna say but honestly everything i post is a little fucked up so?
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